Tuesday, May 28, 2013

My Silenced Phone


So the other day I dropped my iPhone in a sink…full of water. I’m not the quickest with reflexes, but let me tell you I snatched that phone up like a cat. I started drying it and blowing on it while a mix of chanting “no no no” and praying went through my head. I can’t afford to buy a new iPhone and so I was freaking out about this. After much struggle it was okay…but it was silent. The screen, buttons and apps all survived but it made no sounds. This didn’t seem like a big deal…but then I realized hat meant no calls, no alarm, and no answering other people’s calls…crap.

I put it in a bowl with rice when I got home and prayed. Literally sat with my rice-phone bowl in my lap and prayed.

That night I was struck by a thought and disgusted by myself. I took time to pray over a stupid phone, but hadn’t taken time to pray for the tornado victims in Oklahoma. Sure I had prayed many times in short spurts and when I heard about the devastation my reaction was to cry out to God. But what about the next day? What about when life is busy again and stuff happens in the day to day that distracts you from tragedy? Yes, all things matter to God and no request is too small for Him…but I took time to pray about a phone, but not for several grieving families? I started crying at my idiocy. Convicted I asked for forgiveness from this disgusting, self-centered mindset. I realized I should be thankful I have a phone to drop and the sink full of clean water to drop it in!

Two days later my phone started functioning normally again…with the occasional glitch in the sound. But I’m thankful for those moments now. They remind me of my foolishness. They challenge me to pray for others I have never met with the intensity and urgency that I do when a problem is right in front of me. They challenge me to pray for a Christ-centered perspective on my life.

Christ speaks in a whisper to us…sometimes our crazy loud world needs to be silenced to remind us of Truth. 

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